Into the Fridge š©
Jayme Cyk on the best eggs in LA and acupuncture naps
Jayme Cyk š©
Jayme Cyk has been a beauty and wellness editor for nearly 15 years, having spent time at WWD and Violet Grey. More recently, she launched And Repeat, a mental wellness brand, after decades of treating her anxiety, depression, which she runs alongside her husband. Sheās also the author of Iām On An Antidepressant, a newsletter about beauty, mental health, and the slow work of liking yourself. Jayme lives in Los Angeles with her husband and son (and her fridge) (not my best transition).
What is your fridge philosophy?Ā
Keep it organized, keep it healthyāwithout driving myself crazy, and only stock the things weāll actually eat (I have a habit of buying stuff and forgetting about it). In my dreams, my fridge would look as aesthetically pleasing as Yolanda Hadidās former Malibu kitchen with David Foster, but it definitely wouldnāt be see-through.
If Iām being honest, I have a fear of other peopleās refrigerators. Itās probably rooted in my eating disorder and long history with body image issues. Iām incredibly sensitive to certain foods and smells that live in other peopleās fridges. When I worked in an office, I almost never brought lunch because the thought of putting my food next to someone elseās gave me anxiety. So maintaining my own fridgeāand having control over itāhas become really important to me. And yes, Iām in therapy.
That said, I really love food and exploring new cuisines, so this irrational fear is in direct contradiction to my genuine enjoyment of eating.
Your fridge is always always always stocked with ____.
Japanese Sweet Potatoes: my son and I eat these like theyāre going extinct. I literally think I have one a day
Carrots
Blackberries
Eggs from La Bahn Ranch (Iāll eat others, but these are exceptional if youāre in LA)
Broccoli
Corn tortillas from a local LA Oaxaca market
Top 5 condiment picks, go.
Fly By Jing x Little Fat Boy Chili Crisp Ketchup: This was limited edition, but I figure if I keep talking about it, it might come back.
Tahini
Soy sauce

Fine, Iāll open it up to pantry too. Letās hear your favorite snacks / pantry staples:Ā
Sproutās Peanut Butter (freshly ground and only $2.99, best deal in LA)
Cinnamon
Trader Joeās Dried Mango (it has to be the unsulfured, unsweetened one)
Solely fruit snacks (mostly for my son, but I always end up eating them, too)
A meal thatās on heavy rotation these days:
I have two. My lunch, which I make for the whole week so that I donāt have to be bothered with making it daily, is quinoa, carrots, chickpeas, peppers, hearts of palm, and cucumber with 2 soft boiled eggs and a drizzle of tahini. Also, I canāt take credit for this one, but my husband does most of the cooking, and heās really, really good at it. Lately, heās been making zaāatar-seasoned chicken thighs roasted with red onion, a side of oven-crisped broccoli, apple cider vinegarāsoaked cucumbers, jasmine rice, and a drizzle of tahini. Itās out of control.
For dessert, I mash up a Japanese sweet potato, melt some chocolate, and mix the two together with a pinch of Himalayan sea salt. It tastes like cake. Yes, Iām a genius and youāre welcome.
Letās go a little deeperā¦Ā
Whatās the mantra you keep coming back to?
Accept contradictions as creative fuel, and remember that my vulnerability is my edge. This past year, I worked with an incredible executive coach and creative strategist (shoutout to Nicole Luli Weill), who helped me clarify my offeringāas a brand founder, a human, and a beauty and wellness expert. After having a baby, I struggled with my identity, and both of these mantras emerged from that process.
What products / practices are part of your regular mental wellness habits?Ā
Prozac
And Repeat AndFocus. I co-created this supplement when I got off ADHD meds and wanted it to feel like relaxed alertness. Essentially, you can focus, but also feel more calm and present.
Sitting on my couch and watching TV. Iāve always done this, but when I was freshly postpartum, it was what made me feel normal during a time when I felt lost, out of control, and anxious.
Putting my phone down as soon as I get into bed and readingāusually a thriller or a memoir.
Therapy, both individual and couples. Itās a necessity no matter where you are in your relationship, but especially when you work together. I have two companies with my husband, so yesāhighly necessary.
And your physical?
Strength training four times a week and cardio once a week. Itās absolutely crucial to my mental health, but Iād be lying if I didnāt say itās for aesthetic reasons too.
What do think is the most underrated part of wellness?Ā
An acupuncture nap. We always talk about how acupuncture can heal pathways and ease pain, but honestly, the nap during the treatment is the best sleep of your life. I wish I could sleep like that every night, but for now, Iāll settle for the nap. Iām about to try an acupressure matāstay tuned to see if it can even come close.
And overrated?
Unpopular opinion in the wellness world: functional mushrooms and functional beverages. Honestly, I just donāt think thereās much happening thereākind of like CBD.
Picture this: you wake up one morning and feel like shit. Whatās your next move:Ā
If Iām feeling down or depressed, I exerciseāthe endorphins can really pull me out of a tough spot. TV helps too, specifically Bravo; it somehow calms my nervous system.
If Iām feeling run down or sick, I take ibuprofen, drink a ton of water, and rely on my husbandās homemade chicken noodle soup. Think chicken thighs, celery, carrots, egg noodles, and dillāmade from scratch.
Give us your ride or die wellness products:
And Repeat AndAgain 7-Day Pill Case: Your pill case doesnāt need to be ugly and geriatric!
Seed DS-O1 Daily Synbiotic: As someone who has been constipated most of their life, probiotics have changed the game for me.
Therabody Jet Boots: I really need to use these more, but theyāre excellent, feel great, and help with drainage and recovery.
One thing you do everyday that makes you the most YOU version of yourself:Ā
This might be a controversial answer, but Prozac. I was first prescribed it at nine years old. At the time, I felt embarrassed and ashamed that I needed a pill just to feel more ānormal.ā Until I was in college, I rarely took it. But something shifted at eighteen, I started taking it daily and realized I didnāt have to feel sad or down all the time.
Prozac didnāt heal me. Iām human. I still struggle with depression and an eating disorder, but it lifted a veil, helping me get out of my own way. When you find the right antidepressant, it can be truly life-saving.
Whose taste inspires you?!Ā
I love Danielle Goldbergās styling for all her clients. Each look is uniquely different, yet you can tell she carefully engineered every detail. That level of intentionality isnāt easy to achieve.
Itās really hard for me to boil it down to one individual because I end up pulling inspiration from so many: Zoe Kravitz, Ayo Edebiri (thanks, Danielle Goldberg), Allison Bornstein, Jennifer Lawrence in the last few years, and Mary-Kate & Ashley Olsen, duh.
Big thank you to Jayme for sharing this glimpse into her life with us! For more mental health talk (amongst other things), subscribe to I'm On An Antidepressant. You can also follow her on Instagram and find her fridge favorites + more here.
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Yes to Bravo as an anxiety cure!
Loved this and need that sweet potato dessert!